These are powerful moments in our shifting into Triality from Duality. There are opportunities abounding for doing things the same old way or finding new ways to think, act, and relate to one another. With Mercury retrograde we have the chance to see old things in new ways and this subject of Black Magic, Dark Lords, Negative Energies, the CONTRAST that we are used to and the tension that brings us to the new - can be seen in a New Light.
This week several things popped into my awareness as one who Sees and Knows. My Mystic abilities have kept me safe from many challenges and beings who wanted my life force for their own - claimed it - and attempted to TAKE it. My Life is MINE and I give it freely to ALL, so I was caught off guard you could say when those i love tried to take my life force for their own. My Inner Guidance kept telling me "keep on loving" "Love all the way THROUGH this experience" and "Love More" whenever I was in the depths of despair from my Love being turned against me and used to hurt me.
My friends all could see some of what I was going through and many offered one kind of support or another... I so appreciated their care and concern, yet... my Guidance said "you must go all the way through this" and "no sidestepping" and "BE LOVE no matter what." So I kept loving. I was public with my experiences. That's what saved my life. Being vocal and public was the only thing I had for protection... and witnesses along the way.
I can see in the Shadows... I can See in the Dark. I SEE who, what and why of the manipulations by men and women ... being used by energies or using energies. There's a difference. Some are used. They are simply unconscious to what their actions are creating. Others know full well what they are doing and why. It's vital to know which is which when dealing with them... in the Inners and in the Outer world.
Bear has been coming very clearly lately also. I was always a Mamma Bear when it came to my kids. I'd go to hell and back to protect and nurture my children when possible. In my early years, I was too broken to know how to do that and the darkness overcame me. I was lost, alone, in post partum psychosis and the depths of despair that led to losing my son to an unhealthy father. I wasn't strong enough to live and take care of a child at 19/20 years old. I was uneducated and knew only the Bible - which didn't seem to be bringing anything real in the way of help.
We are house sitting and now have been through 3 Bears (dogs with that name). Then a couple of days ago, BEAR - real BEAR - showed up in Asha Deliverance's driveway in Ashland as we were preparing to head south. Courage is the main quality I think of with Bear. Courage to stand against intruders, Courage to protect, and Courage to continue with strength the course set before... Courage to go within when necessary.
It takes COURAGE to stand against a Dark Magician or Intruder trying to take something of value from you. Whether it's your sexual energy, life force, or children - the Dark has a sucking energy that can drain and leave you feeling lifeless. Yet... nothing has power to take our life away. WE have the power and must grasp the courage to live fully in our own integrity and require that same integrity of all that we engage with.
So ... in Integrity and calling for integrity ... I name Mazebah Taahn at Crystal Matrix Gallery in Mt. Shasta as one who would take your power and convince you that his products are the "thing you need" for protection. BS!!! Stay away. I've now seen several individuals harmed by the items and energies received in his shop. He speaks of others using black magic and how his items are what you need. They you buy them... give him your money and power... and he has it. You gave it freely. There are better places in Shasta to shop who do not use these techniques.
The Tantric realms and Medicine realms are dangerous places to play when you do not SEE or KNOW. These are realms that can bring you great power, or leave you shattered in the dust to claw your way back up to where you once stood. Just be careful... BE AWARE... any nigglings or inner urgings of hesitation must be honored fully. It is rare to find the true Master bringing clarity and wisdom. Look only for that. Do not allow yourself to get sidetracked by these beings who are using Force for their own purposes and not for your highest good.
This is a long post... but here's my forward motion action regarding this subject.
We have just come through a birthing as humanity. Perhaps we are still in it and we each birth at our own moment... for me, I'm in the NEW. I am focusing on the feeding and caring for my new infant - the colostrum has come in - creamy gold - with powerful nutrition to feed my soul child within. As Mother, Father, and Child all together - let's forget the contractions and labor that brought this moment and rest, recover, feed, and love our own Triality of Being now.
That doesn't mean we ignore what is happening around us that is harming the world. Just be diligent to take out the weeds and seeds.
I've also been seeing frequencies that must be unseeded. It's like the spring garden when you take out the weeds... but we're taking out the seeds of the weeds that cannot be growing in our new garden. Each seed has an energy signature and tracing your encounter with darkness to its source will allow you to extract that exact frequency from your future life. Take out the seeds of black magic, manipulation, and sexual abuse where they have touched your life. Burn them in the Violet flame and fires of transmutation. Keep your soil clean and clear for the growth of the new garden of your life.
Whether the seed was from Religion (Mormon, Catholic, Fundamentalism in all its forms) War, Sexual Abuse or Neglect - go within to find that seed in your garden so it cannot grow and further damage your life.
I'm CALLING THIS TRANSMISSION of Love and Nurturance to support each one in their journey to their own New Inner Child's Birth and Life. Infuse the Matrix with the Creamy White/Gold essence of Mother's first fluids after birth. Suck that up and let that be Sucked up by those around you until there is nothing in your life but LIFE!!!
Do not fear a black hole... let it take you all the way in for the other side is the White Light of LIFE. Stay in the Body... Keep your Eyes OPEN at all times! Transformation requires dedication, time, energy, and your very Life. Give that Life to yourself and no other. Then... when you are so full to be overflowing - you may nurture and support others.
Now are the moments and WE are the ONE. No Waiting... BE the life giving fluid that nurtures humanity.
Mayana - Mamma Tink
We are ending our time in Crescent City, CA at a housesit on the Smith River with Bear and two Cockatiels.
Mercury is retrograde and we are heading back to Grants Pass to move out of our room there... back into storage. We are also repairing our Blue Queen after a crash and nurturing our new Grand Marquis. We have had several weeks here to just stop and be for which we are truly thankful.
We are looking forward to some exciting days ahead. Our work projects are flowing through here and there as we consider our next steps. One day they are here and the next they aren't then the next day they return or some such flow for several projects at once. What a ride!
We are condensing, releasing, reorganizing, rescheduling, rewriting, recalculating, redesigning our life. Creating the next steps because we KNOW what the outcome is. EverLand
We'll be in Grants Pass for a few days next week... the 18th - 21st. If you want to see us.... just reach out. We are busy but seeing beloveds is a part of our world! We'll have some things we are letting go of and will post a list and see if anyone wants these treasures. :)
Then we are off to housesit in Davis 3/22 - 4/1 and Sonoma 4/6 - 5/1. We welcome your connection... let's have a cup of tea or share a meal together and simply connect. Now is the Gathering Time.
We plan time in Boise in May. We've applied for a housesit AND have a dear sister to stay with. This will warm my heart for sure.
We are Calling for a "Group Hug" through to the matrix, holding it gently and lovingly as it dies... holding the Matrix... the Patriarchal system that built our worlds... as it passes away. Honor the ancestors of our society and surround it like honorable children. We know what that means but don't yet know what the world will look like without the RED Grandpa making all the rules. (that could be interpreted a lot of fun ways)
and we are the midwives to the birth of the new at the same time.
E V E R Y O N E ' S W H O L E
Inside your being in the depths of your heart is your open connection to Source. We meet there... in the Silence... in the Inners.